it is a really nice day out today.. the sun is up its not so cold... its just a nice day... i bet it will look like crap on wednesday

ggrr it rains!!

i hate how it rains soo much... dont get me wrong i love playin in the rain but now when its cold and windy... i like summer rain not spring rain... i know i bitched about the rain when i first moved here but now i know its RAINS!!!!!

so it really dose suck beening so far away from home... whats goin on with nanny really upsets me.... i cant do it anymore... i really wish to come home for the summer.... MOM I WANT THAT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!... Terry wants me to go down there for like a week... he says he will help... so i might go down there... see everyone cuzz its been forever... ya i talk to terry.. i call him every other day just to see how it is... i always wanted to be close to my brother... i want him in my life... i need a big brother... i have the sisters to talk to but i still need that male there.... but ya... i dont know what to do...

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So.. its been forever... and everone dose know whats goin on in my life... well... i dont have much of a life.... im a big bla right now... sad and lost.... i donno what to do...And Yes that is a pic of my new tattoo